just live it...

Terima seadanya...

Terima segalanya...

sorry mamy boby..

OMG...terus rasa bersalah sangat2 ni dengan diri ku...seriusly aku nda sangka boby betul-betul bagi aku bercakap dengan mamy nya..aku ingat kan dia main-main..then whe mamy becakap..i tod boby yg sengaja bagi kena aku..rupa2 betul itu mamy dia...OMG...terus rasa bersalah ni..if i know itu mamy boby..nda la aku kasih biar,...hu...
mamy i'm sorry...:(
boby jahat..coz nda gtau tu mamy..hu....
again...i'm so sorry...

the list people i missed the most..

my mummy..

my hubby..

my brother..

my nephew...

my kazen...

my home..

cant wait to c them...:((

dear my belove hubby....

Let me feel alone...

u say to urself "i dun care"but u cried a million tears a night..u say to others,"im fine"but ur heart knows ur're not..u put a smile on ur face acting like ur're ok..but deep down inside ur hurt more than ever.u can cry a'an,through the pain..smile like everything is fine,laugh ur head off..but life is too short to be anything but happy..
i know tat u wont have to accept what happend in ur relation..get  third person in ur relation...its make u hurting...but u say to other and him "u are ok"..a'an i no u do everytink coz u love him so much rite???so u have to be strong to face all...be good.:)

i will do somethink..to protect my relation wit my hubby,

i am not a prefect lover..i say wats on my mind..i start fights.i get jelouse and sometimes i don't want to understand things to avoid pain...i am demanding..i am childish..i am moody..but there are three things that i love about me.i am faithful..sweet and when i choose him..it is only him...so..its mean..i will protect and take k my relation wit him...i will never give someone disturb our romantic and sweet relation...even rite now have someone girl trying to distrub my relation...and the girl i called a BITCH girl..her name is "PIAH"and for me she is a stupid girl and so shitt girl i had saw in this world!!why i say like tat..coz she not use her brain to tink..why she must come in our relation???why she willing "BERMADU"???bodo kau fikir best ka bermadu..so fuck la kaw ni....why she wants my hubby...while she know my hubby already has me...so fuck o the bitch girl..why so many bitch girl come in my life??distrub my life...interfere with my happiness..now..i hate she....Hye bitch..can u get out fom my life and my relation??can u stop it a stupid thing tat u have done???open ur eyes tat u distrub me and my relation...use u brain to think tat u love a wrong person..tat u love my hubby....U WRONG ok....i promise wit my self..if i will not be together wit my hubby forever because of u..u will not be able too....JANGAN MIMPI....and please stop dreaming tat u want married wit my hubby...ahaha....if i cant face to face wit u..i will make u know tat u are so STUPID..u are so CHEAPEAR!!why must my hubby tat u want???u can find another man ba....but not my hubby..u can get a very good man more than my hubby ba...Shitt...i will do wat ever to protect my realtion..hye Bitch..i dun want hotiles wit girls like u...u are girls who has started to live in this world..ur're fresh out fom "kepompong"...but ur are make me feel to hate u damn much and so fucking bulshitt...which led u realize to usuper and destroyer of relationship....Hye piah bitches...u know wat..u seem very kind people who have no education due to ignorance u want my hubby...so now i'm just hope u can read wat i have write for u bitch...and i hope u can open ur eyes and use ur brain to tink..ok..if u cant tink let me help u and teach u how to tink about tat...shuuu..please go away and get ur life bitch..dun distrb my relation wit my beloved hubby...if u tink u want fighting wit me to get my hubby..PIAH U TOTTALY WRONG BITCH!!!

THE ONE REALLY LOVE U,

ITS WILL NEVER LEAVE U..:)

i will do this for u coz i love u so much..

These are the things you should do to make him happy.

1. *Trust in him.
2. *Let him talk to other girls.
3. *Don’t be selfish.
4. *If you know it’s your fault. Then, apologize.
5. *Don’t be boastful.
6. *Don’t be shy in talking to him.
7. *Make funny faces to make him laugh.
8. *Let him sleep on your lap.
9. *Don’t be afraid in telling your parents about him.
10. *And lastly, love him with all your heart.

WHEN KARMA COME BACK TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE,I WANNA BE THERE..JUST IN CASE NEED HELP...

cant wait...:)

baru ja lepas my mummy kol me..and i ask her wat she did..and she told me tat she "staying wit my kazen-kazen"..oo..ok.then mummy tell me tat my kazen.."kak jila" mau beranak sudah...wa...a great news..i'm happy to hear tat..its mean i will get a new nephew rite??cant wait to c them..cant wait juga mau back home..:)
cepat la cutii..hehehe
hope my kazen will give birth with a safe condition and no have any problm...::) 
no i'm waiting to know baby boy or baby girl???
heheh..hope baby girl..

geram..

sial o tuh budak pempuan..dia trouble ngn my hubby sampi kan my hubby teda mood o..
kin panas tau tuh pmpuan....kalau da merampas bf org..buat la cara merampas..bawa2 la sedar diri..ini..mcm sial ja perangai..tambah la aku bencii kau berabis,,.jangan ja kau benci kau sampai matiii....hu..if kau dapat baca blog aku ni wahai pmpuan yg nda berakal....kan aku akan raa puas...faham juga kau macam mana perasaan aku ni.....cukup2 la ya kau..jangan di simpan lama2 bodo kau tuh..!!!nnt selama2 kau bodo....shittt...
i hate u!!!

fav hubby

i do no..when i hear diz song..feel so happy o...terus teringat my hubby n his kazen..
walaupon nda kenal ngn kazen dia..but i know they sangat closed..
macam adik beradik..tapi kazen...so mcm belangkas la??tapi kazen juga..hehhe...
so funny n sweet o dorg...rapat sangat..wlpon kazen hubby tu sdh kawin..dia still lagi outing ma my hubby...humm..my hubby selalu ??upzz nda jua selalu la..kerap ja la..dia nyanyi lgu ni kalau kuar ma kazen dia..best...:)

lets sing together..
enjoy it..:


Nung bata pa ako
Tinuruan ako ng lolo nga tango
Pasa-doble,boogie,rhumba
Itinuro ng tatay ko
Pinag sama-sama ko
Kaya ako ngayo’y bibong-bibo
Kaya ang tawag nila sa akon totoy bibbo

Chorus:
O, ang galing ang galing ko sumayaw
Ang galing ko gumalaw, galing ko sumayaw
Galing ko gumalaw ang galing ko sumayaw
Bibong-bibo gumalaw

Lagi akong niyayaya
Tuwing may fiesta benteng-benta
Lahat lumuluwang mata pag ako’y nakikitang palapit na
It’s a bird it’s a plane
No it’s only me
Remember m-e remember me
Totoy bibbo
(repeat chorus)

Bridge:
Di ko mapigilang yumugyog ako sa tugtog
Lahat ay iindak sumasabay kay totoy bibbo kay totoy bibbo….
(repeat chorus 3x)

miss u muchhh more....

napa tetba rasa sad ni....hum...

aku rindu ngn boby sangat2...kenapa la kami jau betul..macam2 perasaan ni..risau la..apa la..macam2 la...

i love him so much...

hubby...do u miss me like how much i miss u??

hubby...do u love me like how much i love u??

an rasa senyui..bila b teda..bila kita nda on kol...

u no wat...cant wait for 4 years sayang.mau hidup sama2 dengan b..

mau berada di samping b..dalam apa juga keadaan..

b u no wat..u make me crazy...u make me cant stop smiling..u make me happy..

l love u..an promise...i will be a good gf and good wife in ur life sayang...

i love u so much sayang...

:((

kenapa???

sakit at ni ba..

if saya berperangai bida..i mean perangai yang membuat kau mara...saya minta maaf...bukan tujuan mau buat begitu...saya just sakit hati and sebab saya SAYANG kau SANGAT2...saya tidak mau berkongsi kasih sayang kau dengan orang lain..

love hubby..
boby hidayanto...